mini rant.

So originally I was going to just talk about my chatroulette adventure last night at my friend's house. But instead, I deleted like 3 paragraphs about it because now it's going to be a rant. Or a small-ish one.

Family-wise, I hate mine. Seriously I do. And its the main reason I had a really dark depression a while back and hate the summer and several other things. I really want my license right now, so I can just drive off and be somewhere that actually feels like home. I constantly catch myself wishing "I just want to go home"..but in reality I am home, its my house, its my room, but i feel like i shouldn't be there. It sucks.

Friend-wise, I don't know what to do anymore. There's so many people I love and so many people i feel like are drifting away despite my efforts. I feel like i have no one left to talk to about stuff, like when life gets really dark for me.

Boy-wise, HAH! I wish I was a lesbian ): Boys suck and need to grow a pair when certain things are obvious and such and hgi aklgj'loghdfiuh!!!!! D8<

Thanks for listening /: I suppose I feel better. A little.