dissapointed.

I'm just super frustrated and disappointed lately. I REALLY want to dye part of my hair, and pierce my septum. What's holding me back you ask? Parents of course! I respect their opinion, and I will obey by their rules. But When I'm 18 in the following October, I'm still not allowed to do either. Which i don't understand. My mom let me dye my hair, and every time I do, it's the same place and color. and since I'm not allowed to used bleach, it lasts for a maximum of 2-3 days. That really sucks for me ): I have so many friends that constantly bleach their hair, boys and girls, and they do it A LOT. Austin and Amalie, who do it most each, have the softest nicest hair of anyone i know! Bleach GROWS OUT. But my mom's all retarted and unconvinced. Especially if I got it professionally done, I realllllllly doubt it'd ruin my hair for the rest of my life.. Like seriously people. I mean she does it when she gets her highlighted and she let my sister do it for years now ): this is so unfair!!! And you may also ask why the septum? Well for me, I personally really like them, when they're small and cute. AND i can easily hide them for work, school, or anything else. Its my personal style but apparently I cant have it. I honestly feel like I need it tho. I've wanted it since 6th grade...and I'm a Junior in High school now..You do the math. Hell! I'd be fine with any facial piercing they'd let me have, but they just wont have it even if I was 18 or ended up taking it out. Again, my friend Amalie pierces herself all the time. The only "scars" visible out of everything she's pierced are when she pierced her cheeks, and they look like dimples now. And even if people were to judge me (hiding my piercings-to-be, or not) Its again a personal choice I want to live with. If they were to judge me purely on just that, than they are clearly not worth my time. Plus, my mom has fully accepted (my dad's almost there..) of my career of choice that i'm in the process of getting on the road: A tattoo artist. I mean really. she knows I'm getting tattooed everywhere and she's fine with that, but i cant temporarily dye my hair?! She even wants me to tattoo her! Again, I feel like I'm personally being attacked in some way. ): thanks for putting up with me.