Complaining!

We all do it. A lot. Don't say you don't, cause then you'd be a liar too. But right now it's my turn. Prepare for one of many.

Lets get started! :D

First, you are fake. Really. When we first met you were so original and creative and talented but when I found something I thought was cool, you thought they and made me seem poser ( you said this in a nice way tho, of course). But now, YOU not only convinced another friend to get some (after I did), YOU know have them too. I admit, I might be wrong. MIGHT BE. But i'm pretty sure that's what I saw today. WAY TO BE #1

Also, when I asked if everyone was at the meeting, you said "yes, why?", When you knew i was supposed to be there, but you acted like it didnt matter i was missing for an HOUR (by accident). And I asked you to repeat a message (decently long apology message) to another friend, who obviously didnt get it cause she didnt talk to me since! WAY TO BE #2

Now you're ignoring me. Dont you dare deny it. When I'm with the crew, including you and everyone else (i.e. the crew) I say hi, sometimes even adding your name. And you ignore me. You dont look my way, you dont say anything. I know its on purpose cause this is like the 12th time it happened in just a few days. Seriously WAY TO BE #3

YES... YES IT IS NECESSARY TO NUMBER THESE THEY WAY IM DOING.

You worship him. It is obvious. My cousin who has met you maybe once before the same summer even commented and was creeped out. Have you noticed yourself? I know you are "in love" with him or something. But EVERYONE likes him. Like, who hasn't had a crush on him? I of course have too and you knew. Do I still like him? Yeah. Do I want him? No. He's my BEST FRIEND. If I had to choose between anyone and him, I'd probably pick him cause he's my best friend. THAT IS ALL. STOP BEING PARANOID. You claim to be over him, but its apparent you're not. The way youre treating me lately is because of him. Again. I'm so hurt. I thought we were best friends. Youve done this before a few times now but now it hurts the most because its severe and stronger this time. I'm not forgiving you when you apologize. WAY TO BE #4

So many times I wanted to tell DA secret, how I felt, but I knew you read it, and I assumed you'd guess it was me.

I wish we were never friends, because when we finish this little fall out we're having, I'd feel better knowing I didnt expose myself to someone so untrue. I wish everything I ever told you, I didnt. I wish Everything you know, you didnt. I wish so many things I cant take back. I guess thats my fault tho isnt it.

I dont know what else I can say now, there's so many things going through my head. Basically I'm so offended that you pretended to be my friend.