Dear LovedOnes.

No one will ever mean what they say, or love you nearly as much as i have or or will. That's a promise. I may just throw words at you to cheer you up, but make no impact, but I don't see anyone trying nearly as hard as I do. In the end, you're not the only one who needs friendly pretty words tossed in their laps. Some times when we talk, and as hard as I try, nothing I say can change how you feel. Usually when that happens, I stop and wonder for a moment what if you left my life, even if it wans't forever. And I break down and cry. Honestly. Each and every one of you are my reasons I know things will be okay in the end. Cause you know what? Life sucks. But with you in mine, it's a whole lot better. Next time someone else lies to you and say they love you, or hurt you again, remember that I still love you. Even if it's tomorow, or in 20 years. I want to keep you as my best friend.

Please excuse this mini-rant filled blog.